I recently read Beautiful Hope: Finding Hope Every Day in a Broken World which is a small essay collection put out by Dynamic Catholic. I am a lover of quotes, and I was reading, I found myself highlighting a few, so I thought I would share some of them here today.
This one stuck out to me because it started the description of the difference between optimism and hope. I’m a naturally optimistic person and a proponent of positive thinking. But I know a lot of people are turned off by what they view as toxic positivity. Hope in God and His plan for us is so much deeper and more powerful than mere optimism though.
There was a lot about how hope should influence our actions and the choices that we make each day of our lives.
A reminder that hope is not about what we want and desire, but what God wants and desires for us.
Hope helps us to be the people that God wants us to be. The best versions of ourselves.
I love reading. The older I get, the more I read. Books teach us so much about the world and other people’s lives. In 2020, I read 42 books. I hope to read even more in 2021.
I track the books I read in Goodreads. I am a pretty generous reviewer. I give most books that I read a 4 or 5 star rating. But I also refuse to read any books that have below a 3.8 average review on Goodreads. I figure that I will never have enough time to read all of the books that I would like to in the world. I might as well spend my time on ones that most people agree are worth the time.
As a lover of lists, I sometimes spend more time adding books to my “want to read” pile than the actual reading of books. My want to read shelf on Goodreads is 3x as large as my read shelf. I recently purchased the book, “Bibliophile: An Illustrated Miscellany” by Jane Mount.
This book makes my list-loving heart happy. Jane Mount is an artist who is known for painting people’s “ideal bookshelves.” You can order a piece of her artwork to include a stack of your personal favorite books. She paints all things bookish. She wrote and illustrated this book to talk about all things bookish.
The book has many different spreads with both information and artwork. She has spreads on all different categories of books, such as children’s picture books, cult classics, books from different time periods, historical fiction, romance, history, dystopia, graphic novels, poetry, cookbooks, memoirs, and on and on and on.
It is perfect for adding on to my never ending to be read pile.
She also has spreads about other interesting bookish topics, such as famous and interesting bookstores and the cats that inhabit them.
There are spreads about libraries and books recommended by various bookish people. There are spreads about iconic book covers and books made into great movies. There are bookish quizzes and much, much more.
I highly recommend this book for anyone who is interested in all things bookish. Cheers to another year of wonderful reading. Have a happy new year of books!
I’ve posted our pictures from Islands of Adventure. Now, I shall share some of my pictures from the other park, Universal Studios. We spent two days in this park also. This post will be focused on the Harry Potter themed section of the park.
You enter through a replica of Kings Cross Station in London.
The Knight Bus and it’s driver are available for a chat and photos. There is even a talking shrunken head.
Diagon Alley is just like in the books and movies. A place for witches and wizards to shop and get all the things they might need.
My daughter wanted her very own Crookshanks from the Magical Menagerie shop.
She was also able to keep using her interactive wand purchased at IOA to do spells. With a little assistance from a witch, we started to get better at them.
Escape from Gringotts is the big ride in this park. We went straight there on our first day and had no wait. We all sat down on the ride, but my daughter was freaking out and scared. We ended up taking her off and using the child swap room so that my husband and I could each ride individually. It is an adventurous ride through the bank just like in the book and film.
We saw two different shows during our time at Diagon Alley. The first was Tales of Beedle the Bard, which was a puppet style show telling some of the classic wizarding fairy tales.
We also saw Celestina Warbeck and the Banshees, a celebrated witch singer. They sang and danced to some unique holiday tunes, including “My Baby Gave Me a Hippogriff for Christmas.”
We had some delicious ice cream at Florean Fortescue’s Ice Cream Parlour. I had the clotted cream flavor. Delicious!
Like any good wizard visiting a shopping area during a global pandemic, we made sure to wash our hands!
Overall, we had a great time exploring this part of the park several times over our two days.
I got kind of busy after my first post from our recent Universal Studios trip. I’m finally getting around to sharing my next post with pictures from Seuss Landing at Islands of Adventure.
Of course, this was one of my daughter’s favorite parts of the park as it has rides designed for children (and Dr. Seuss fans of all ages). We spent a lot of time here over our two days in this park and were able to ride each attraction several times.
My daughter’s favorite ride was definitely One Fish, Two Fish, Red Fish, Blue Fish. It is basically a Dumbo style ride, except that you can steer your fish up or down in order to get your parents soaking wet. Any seven year old’s dream.
There were socially distanced character meet and greets.
We had to make a reservation for the meet and greet with the Grinch, I suppose because it is more popular. It was fun, because he acts extra Grinchy, but of course, they are really trying to sell you on a photo package, which is why I only got a random picture that I took myself at the end.
There were also several cute shows telling Dr. Seuss stories or singing Christmas songs.
Our second day at IOA, we wore cute social distancing Grinch shirts that I had made for our trip. I wouldn’t touch you with a 39 1/2 foot pole.
Cute photo ops, but many of the stores and food establishments were closed, I suppose due to Covid?
We did order some pizza one day from Circus McGurkus Cafe Stoo-pendous and enjoy it outside.
We enjoyed the theming of Seuss Landing a lot. We even watched The Lorax movie one night during our trip.
We decided to take a last minute trip to Universal Studios in Orlando right before Thanksgiving. We haven’t traveled anywhere since Covid-19 started, and I was feeling an itch to go. Tickets were discounted, so we just decided to go. It was a controversial decision, but I think we did the best we could to stay safe and had a lot of fun in the process.
This post will share some of our pictures from Islands of Adventure. We spent two days in this park. The first day of our trip was the least crowded. Our second IOA day was a few days later on the weekend, so crowds had picked up a bit. On that day, we went to the park at opening, left around lunchtime, and came back at night to avoid the most crowded part of the day.
The part of Universal Studios that I was most excited to visit were the two Harry Potter themed lands. I have not been to Universal since these were built several years ago. In Islands of Adventure, you get to visit both Hogsmeade and Hogwarts!
Hogsmeade was a wintry wonderland covered in snow and Christmas decor.
My family represents three different Hogwarts houses, so we wore masks to represent. My husband is a Slytherin, my daughter is a Gryffindor, and I am a proud Hufflepuff. We just need a Ravenclaw to round out our group.
We visited stores all themed down to the details according to the book’s descriptions.
My daughter got an interactive Hermione Granger wand that allowed her to do spells around both of the parks. Completing the spells was a bit trickier than I expected and did require some practice to get right.
We had a lunch of fish and chips at The Three Broomsticks, which were quite tasty. I also sampled some Butterbeer.
The Hogwarts castle was a sight to behold and even more fun to see lit up at night.
The castle is home to the Forbidden Journey ride, which I quite enjoyed, but my daughter was a bit frightened of. It is an adventure as you fly around Hogwarts with Harry.
My daughter’s favorite ride was Flight of the Hippogriff which is a family friendly roller coaster. She could have ridden that one all day if we let her. Kiddie roller coasters are as far as I go in the roller coaster world, so we didn’t even attempt the popular Hagrid’s Magical Creatures ride.
We saw two shows during our time in Hogsmeade. The first was the Triwizard Spirit Rally, which showcased perfomances by students from the other two magical schools, Durmstrang and Beauxbatons.
We also saw the Hogwarts Frog Choir which performed some great Christmas tunes.
We did not get a chance to ride the Hogwarts Express, as we did not buy park to park tickets. Maybe one day!
Back at the end of May, when our nation’s focus was on George Floyd and racial injustice, I decided to start a study of social justice issues with my 6 year old through the use of picture books. There are many, many picture books out there about every topic that you could think of.
Sometimes books bring up uncomfortable topics, but they are useful for sparking conversations. Together we have learned about different people in history who have worked for change.
It can be hard to explain to her how or why certain things happened, since she doesn’t have the historical and social knowledge to put it in context. But I hope the main thing she takes away from our book studies is to always treat others with respect and to work and advocate for change in our world.
This is certainly not a comprehensive list of the books available on these topics, but I wanted to share the list of books we read. Perhaps they will inspire you to check some of them out and learn some new things.
Emmanuel’s Dream: The True Story of Emmanuel Ofosu Yeboah by Laurie Ann Thompson
Disability advocate in Africa.
Drum Dream Girl: How One Girl’s Courage Changed Music by Margarita Engle
A Cuban musician who broke down gender barriers
Free as a Bird: The Story of Malala by Lina Maslo
Advocate for the right to education of girls
I Dissent: Ruth Bader Ginsburg Makes her Mark by Debbie Levy
Fighting for change as a supreme court justice
Malala’s Magic Pencil by Malala Yousafzai
Malala’s story in her own words about standing up for what you believe
Pride: The Story of Harvey Milk and the Rainbow Flag by Rob Sanders
Advocate for gay rights
Harlem’s Little Blackbird: The Story of Florence Mills by Renee Watson
A singer during the Harlem Renaissance who used her voice to help others
We’re All Wonders by R.J. Palacio
Kindness towards everyone
Last Stop on Market Street by Matt de la Pena
Seeing gratitude everywhere in the world
We Are All Born Free: The Universal Declaration of Human Rights in Pictures Put out by Amnesty International with different contributing artists
My Two Blankets by Irena Kobald and Freya Blackwood
A refugee moving to a new country and having to adapt to a new world
Wangari’s Trees of Peace: A True Story from Africa by Jeanette Winter
One woman who made a difference by planting trees
Brave Girl: Clara and the Shirtwaist Makers’ Strike of 1909 by Michelle Markel
Advocate for worker’s rights
Martin and Mahalia: His Words, Her Song by Andrea Davis Pinkney and Brian Pinkney
Shows how both MLK Jr. and Mahalia Jackson used their voices for change
We March by Shane W. Evans
A short book about marching for rights
Be the Change: A Grandfather Gandhi Story by Arun Manilal Gandhi and Bethany Hegedus
Extreme nonviolence, including passive violence as taught to him by his grandfather
La Frontera: My Journey with Papa by Deborah Mills and Alfredo Alva
The story of crossing the border from Mexico to the U.S.
Same, Same, but Different by Jenny Sue Kostecki-Shaw
Pen pals from across the world compare their lives
A Sweet Smell of Roses by Angela Johnson
Story of children going to a protest march
Crossing Bok Chitto: A Choctaw Tale of Friendship and Freedom by Tim Tingle
A story of Choctaws rescuing slaves
The Youngest Marcher: The Story of Audrey Faye Hendricks, a Young Civil Rights Activist by Cynthina Levinson
A story of the youngest girl to march against segregation and be arrested
Grandfather Gandhi by Arun Gandhi and Bethany Hegedus
Arun, Gandhi’s grandson, learning a lesson about using your anger in a positive way
The Case for Loving: The Fight for Interracial Marriage by Selina Alko
The family that made it to the supreme court to allow interracial marriage
One Plastic Bag: Isatou Ceesay and the Recycling Women of the Gambia by Miranda Paul
A woman who learned to recycle the plastic bags in her community
Two White Rabbits by Jairo Buitrago
A simple story about a girl and what she sees on the journey as a refugee
My Heart Will Not Sit Down by Mara Rockliff
A story of sharing with those who need it even when they themselves have little
Dreams of Freedom: In Words and Pictures by Amnesty International
A collection of quotes about freedom paired with art
Her Right Foot by Dave Eggers
A story about the Statue of Liberty and how she is walking to welcome all to our country
Stepping Stones: A Refugee Family’s Journey by Margriet Ruurs
Told in English and Arabic and illustrated with stones arranged artfully
Nelson Mandela by Kadir Nelson
Tells the story of Mandela and his fight for justice in South Africa
Preaching to the Chickens: The Story of young John Lewis by Jabari Asim
John Lewis preached to the chickens as a young boy
Steamboat School by Deborah Hopkinson
Inspired by the true story of a freed slave who started a school for black children in Missouri
As Good As Anybody: Martin Luther King Jr. and Abraham Joshua Herschel’s Amazing March Toward Freedom by Richard Michelson
Shows the parallels between the stories of MLK’s life and Herschel’s life as a Jew in WWII Europe and how they come together to walk in Selma, Alabama.
Counting on Katherine: How Katherine Johnson Saved Apollo 13 by Helaine Becker
About Katherine Johnson, an extraordinary mathematician
Not Quite Snow White by Ashley Franklin
A young girl who wants to play Snow White in the school play even though she is “too tall, too chubby, and too brown”
Stolen Words by Melanie Florence
A granddaughter learns from her grandfather how his native language was taken away from him
My Name is Truth: The Life of Sojourner Truth by Ann Turner
A slave turned influential speaker
Lillian’s Right to Vote: A Celebration of the Voting Rights Act of 1965 by Jonah Winter and Shane Evans
An old woman reflects back on the history of voting rights as she prepares to vote
The Other Side by Jacqueline Woodson
A story of two girls who become friends despite being from opposite sides of the fence
Dolores Huerta: A Hero to Migrant Workers by Sarah Warren
A teacher who works tirelessly to help migrant workers go on strike for fair working conditions
The Girl with a Mind for Math: The Story of Raye Montague by Julia Finley Mosca
A woman of color who became a successful engineer designing ships for the navy, despite the roadblocks
Amazing Grace by Mary Hoffman
A young girl realizes that she can be anything she wants to (including Peter Pan in the school play)
Touch the Sky: Alice Coachman, Olympic High Jumper by Ann Malaspina
A young black girl becomes an olympic gold medalist
Sister Anne’s Hands by Marybeth Lorbiecki
A story of what a girl learns from having a teacher of color
Making Their Voices Heard: The Inspiring Friendship of Ella Fitzgerald and Marilyn Monroe by Vivian Kirkfield
How two women lifted each other up.
One Green Apple by Eve Bunting
An immigrant girl adjusts to life at her new school.
Playing to Win: The Story of Althea Gibson by Karen Deans
The rise of a successful African-American tennis player.
The World is Not a Rectangle: A portrait of Architect Zaha Hadid by Jeanette Winter
An Iraqi woman and her unique designs
The Whispering Town by Jennifer Elvgren
A story of a Danish town who helped to hide Jews and smuggle them to Sweden during the Holocaust.
Two Friends: Susan B. Anthony and Frederick Douglas by Dean Robbins
The friendship between two advocates for change
The Tree in the Courtyard: Looking Through Anne Frank’s Window by Jeff Gottesfeld
The story of the tree and how she lives on.
Nobody Owns the Sky: The Story of Brave Bessie Coleman by Reeve Lindbergh
A woman of color who became a pilot despite people telling her she couldn’t.
Shark Lady: The True Story of How Eugenie Clark Became the Ocean’s Most Fearless Scientist by Jess Keating
A scientist who was told she couldn’t succeed because she was female and went on to swim with and train sharks.
Not So Different: What You Really Want to Ask About Having a Disability by Shane Burcaw
A man with SMA answers some of the most common questions he gets about life with a disability
Mae Among the Stars by Roda Ahmed
A young African-American girl’s dreams to become an astronaut come true.
Parrots, Pugs, and Pixie Dust: A Book about Fashion Designer Judith Leiber by Deborah Blumenthal
A Jewish woman from Hungary who went on to design fun and sparkly handbags
The Girl Who Thought in Pictures: The Story of Dr. Temple Grandin by Julia Finley Mosca
How a young girl with autism became a great inventor and speaker.
Rescue and Jessica: A Life-Changing Friendship by Jessica Kensky and Patrick Downes
A story of a girl and her service dog
The William Hoy Story: How a Deaf Baseball Player Changed the Game by Nancy Churnin
A baseball player who advocated for the use of sign language during the game to accommodate him
In my new home, I’m trying to put a lot of thought into the decor and styling. Much of it is going to have to wait, as I can’t spend too much money until we sell our other house. But I’m still trying to have fun with little touches and things I already have.
I bought some new shelves for my collection of cookbooks and decided to organize them by color. I had fun putting my shelves together, so thought I would share.
I love things that are bright and colorful. I had fun finding the right pictures, artwork, knick-knacks, etc. to place on each shelf.
I also attempted to make a kind of paper mobile to hang between the two shelves. It was a bit of a disaster with the circles and strings getting all tangled together, so I cut off the bottom. There were previously more greens and some blue circles too.
The rest of the room is still a mess, but I know the brightness of my cookbook shelves will bring me joy for years to come.
I recently read The Little Book of Hygge: Danish Secrets to Happy Living by Meik Wiking. I have been listening to the podcast, By the Book, where each episode is about a different self-help book. When I listened to the hygge episode, I knew that I had to read the book. Before that, I didn’t know anything about hygge. But it definitely is how I prefer to live.
Hygge is a Danish word that can’t be exactly translated into English. It is pronounced something like “hooga.”
Wiking works at the Happiness Research Institute, which studies what makes people happy and how to improve the quality of life of people around the world. It is based in Denmark, which often ranks as the happiest nation in the world. The cultural concept of hygge is one aspect of why that may be so.
Reading the book reminded me of my book nook that I created several months ago. I was focusing on hygge and didn’t even know it! It is my very own hyggekrog!
There is even a song from the Broadway musical version of Frozen all about hygge!
In the book, Wiking lists a hygge manifesto, which boils down to the following ten concepts:
The book addresses various aspects of hygge. The first chapter is on light. The Danes love candles and burn them all the time everywhere. Scented candles are not a big deal. It is more about the light. They are also really into hyggelig lighting, which is at a lower temperature (definitely not fluorescent). They prefer a certain style of lamps, which “spread the light without subjecting people to a direct glare.” To create a hygge mood, there should be a lot of candles and small lamps to create “small caves of light” around the room. Denmark is dark and rainy, especially in the long winter. Lighting design can help increase those feelings of coziness and intimacy.
I feel like I have always been the opposite. When I walk into a hotel room, I always want to know why they have several lamps rather than one big overhead light. I’ve been trying to light candles more, but usually for the scent, not the lighting aspect. I feel weird in dimly lit restaurants. But do I just want those bright lights just because that is what I’m used to? I’m going to experiment with turning out the lights more and lighting the candles. We are in the process of buying a new house. When we move in a few weeks and I start decorating my new house, I am going to think about putting more lamps around, so that I at least have the option of hyggelig lighting when I want it. Maybe even some fairy lights!
Most of the candles that I have owned in my life have been gifts or come in a subscription box, such as Causebox. If I am going to be increasing my candle consumption and purchasing more candles myself, I will make sure to buy eco-friendly, all-natural candles. The book even mentions the air pollution and negative effects of burning too many candles, but it doesn’t address that there are options out there that are better than others. If you didn’t know that there was a difference in candles, just google non-toxic candles to find out what to look for when purchasing a candle.
Another chapter in the book is on togetherness. Hygge mostly happens in small groups of close friends or family. It is perfect for introverts like me who would prefer a relaxing, cozy night with a few friends to a big, loud gathering at a bar. I could still work on having more hygge togetherness moments, as I am not as always as social as I feel that I should be. Wiking says that the art of hygge involves “the art of expanding your comfort zone to include other people.” We are social creatures and as most happiness research shows – “the best predictor of whether we are happy or not is our social relationships.” It is important to have work-life balance in order to have those hygge moments with your family and friends.
What about hyggelig food and drink? The book states “hygge is about being kind to yourself-giving yourself a treat, and giving yourself and each other, a break from the demands of healthy living.” Danes eat a lot of sweets. Sweets are hyggelig. Comforting, slow-cooked foods are also hyggelig. The smells that permeate your house when baking bread or cooking a hearty stew definitely increase the coziness factor. Hot drinks are also very soothing. I’m not a coffee drinker, but tea and hot chocolate are nice when snuggling up under a blanket with a good book. The process of creating good food alone or with others is very hyggelig.
I’m not sure that I can convert to the Danish hygge definition of clothing. I am all for the casual and comfortable, but my style is not minimalistic, black, and full of scarves. I rarely wear scarves, and I love color. I like my clothes to be fun and put a smile on my face. That is hygge clothing to me. I will wear the comfy sweater and leggings, but they just might be bright pink instead of gray!
Danes are really into design since so much of hygge takes place at home. Since I am about to move into a new house, I am thinking about how I can make it as hyggelig as possible. The items in my home should be comforting. Items should be more than just the physical object, but hopefully have a story or emotional value to go with them. Wiking says that decorating with wooden items and simple, natural materials makes us feel closer to nature. Maybe that is why farmhouse decor is so popular in the U.S. right now.
He also says that we should add a variety of textures to our home. Not just cozy blankets and cushions, but how do the other items feel to the touch? Smooth ceramics, a wooden table, etc. Also a good hygge home should have books. And take the time to hand write letters. Very hygge.
I also want to make my office more hygge. I am a school counselor, so obviously the more comfortable and inviting my office is, the better. I’ve also had many students over the years ask to turn out the overhead lights and just sit in the natural light in my office.
Hygge is supposed to be in all aspects of our lives. We shouldn’t hygge just at home, but also at the office, at restaurants, out in nature, etc.
Hygge is also about experiencing and savoring the present moment. I’ve written about my struggle to be more present before. It’s an ongoing piece of work.
The Christmas season is the epitome of hygge. It has all of the required elements – family and friends, traditions, food, decorations. The book talks about some common Danish traditions. I would love to form even more traditions in my family surrounding the holidays.
What about you? Do you try to “hygge-fy” your life? And yes, I did just make up that word.
I just finished reading the book, Love Does, by Bob Goff. It is a Christian book and the basic premise is that love is an action. We show love to God and others through our actions.
Each short chapter tells a story about Bob’s often crazy and adventurous life, which he then relates to a belief or message he wants to share.
The book is really good and an easy read. He shows through his stories how he has chosen to live a fully engaged life. It was inspiring, but also kind of made me feel like I could never do some of the things he does. I’m never going to be someone who just picks up and flies across the world on a whim. It does sound cool, though. And I’ll just have to figure out what my fully engaged life looks like.
How can I be fully present in my life? How can I be fully present in my relationships? These seem like big challenges to me, because they require courage. It takes courage to be fully engaged.
“I used to think you had to be special for God to use you, but now I know you simply need to say yes.” ~Bob Goff
To me, saying yes is often scary. It involves risk. It involves faith. I do not view myself as a courageous risk-taker. It is something I will probably continue working on for the rest of my life. Taking risks, however, seems to come easily to Bob. He does it all the time.
One word that Goff uses a lot throughout the book is whimsy. He is always talking about living a life of whimsy. I do like the idea of leading a whimsical life. He calls it a “renewable, infinite resource that multiplies.”
This book is not just Goff’s beliefs about how we should live our lives. It is his beliefs about how Jesus wants us to live our lives. It is about putting faith into action on a daily basis.
“I think Jesus had in mind that we would not just be ‘believers’ but ‘participants’.” ~Bob Goff
He suggests our faith should be more than just ideas. It should matter to us. It should engage us. It should move us to change the world. It should be a paradigm shift that changes the way we look at every thing and every person and every situation around us.
I highly recommend this book. It’s not a how-to manual. He doesn’t tell us how to fully engage with life, because it will be different for each person. Now only does Bob go on crazy adventures, but he saves tons of kids in Uganda through his work.
But through his example, maybe, just maybe, you will be inspired to think about how to live your life fully engaged and full of whimsy and fun and things that matter. I’m not sure I can put myself out there in the ways that Bob does. He even puts his phone number at the end of the book to say that he is willing to talk to you about anything in it. But maybe, in my own little ways, I can try to evaluate what “love does” looks like for me.
I have felt less than inspired by the most recent Bible study book that I had been working through. So a few weeks ago, I decided to just go straight to the source and spend more time directly in the Bible, rather than in other’s interpretations of it.
Awhile back, I had done a study of Proverbs and used this coloring book as I worked my way through it. It has both journaling space, the entire text, and pages and designs to color inspired by verses. There is also a Psalms version available.
I thought about buying a journal Bible that was intended to color, but thought it might be a bit much. Too busy and too thin of pages.
If you read my gratitude post a couple of months ago, you may remember that I was trying my hand at art journaling in place of a regular gratitude journal. I decided to do the same for my study of the Bible.
I already had this cute journal with lined pages that I bought a long time ago and never used. I am going to read my way through the Bible and write down the verses that speak to me in that moment in this book.
I have read the Bible cover to cover before, but decided to read a book at a time in a somewhat random order this time. I’m letting the Holy Spirit guide me to which book to read next.
Each day, I read a few chapters from the book that I am currently working on. I pause to copy down any verses that stick out to me in that day’s prayer. Once I have read a few chapters, I switch to the art journal.
The art journal is just a regular sketchbook. It is actually the same one that I was using as my gratitude journal.
I choose one verse or idea from that day’s reading and spend a few minutes drawing a picture to further reflect on it. This is not serious art by any means. It is just a humble little sketch that lets me spend a few more moments focusing on the message.
Here are a few of my entries so far (not all of them). I started with the Gospel of John.
Next, I read the Book of Ruth.
I followed that with the letter to the Romans.
I’m currently making my way through Isaiah.
Sometimes, my drawing is not related to a particular verse, but rather just a message that I am concentrating on after my reading.
You obviously do not need to be an artist to engage in this form of prayer. If you are looking for a new way to connect with the word of God, maybe give art journaling a try!